Sunday, December 27, 2009

hmmm

october - evanescence

I can't run anymore
I fall before you,
Here I am,
I have nothing left,

Though I've tried to forget,
You're all that I am,
Take me home,
I'm through fighting it,

Broken,
Lifeless,
I give up,
You're my only strength,
Without you,
I can't go on,
Anymore,
Ever again.

My only hope,
(All the times I've tried)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love.

I can't run anymore,
I give myself to you,
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry,

In all my bitterness,
I ignored,
All that's real and true,
All I need is you,

When night falls on me,
I'll not close my eyes,
I'm too alive,
And you're too strong,

I can't lie anymore,
I fall down before you,
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry.

My only hope,
(All the times I've tried)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love.

Constantly ignoring,
The pain consuming me,
But this time it's cut too deep,
I'll never stray again.

My only hope,
(All the times I've tried)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love,
My only hope,
(All the times I've tried)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love.

I can't run anymore,
I give myself to you,
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry,

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Thursday, December 24, 2009

sudah? "entah" kemana? "bingung"

bingung?
tak ada jawaban yang pasti untuk pertanyaan itu.
mungkin hanya orang orang tertentu yang dapat mengartikan semua ini.
di mulai dari matahari terbit..
terucap kata lebih baik berhenti
"dan sekarang apa lagi? semuanya salah. bingung? kenapa? karena lo nggk pernah ngasih waktu hati lo buat mikir dan menjawab val" itu kata kata yang terlempar belakangan ini.
"apa yang harus lo perbuat belum tentu bisa ngeringanin beban lo sekarang dan ke depan" apakah semuanya harus mengamuk demi terbitnya sang matahari?
bingung? karena apa yang elo buang. sekarang jadi apa yang elo mau.
menyesal? karena lo terlalu terbawa fikiran lo sendiri.
iba? lebih baik berhenti dari pada menyakiti.
bebas?apa lo yakin kejadian kemarin nggk bakal terulang kembali?
lelah? itu fungsinya lo diciptakan sama tuhan lo. yaitu untuk menghadapi masalah.
bisakah memiliki kedua medan sekaligus? haha itu hanya fikiran lo yang berbicara.
bingung? "think before act" itu kata yang tepat untuk hari "kedua" dalam perjalanan hidup lo.
hingga akhirnya ia pun terbenam

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